Tail of Ascending Daemon$

And in the beginning, eye felt a spark of selfish (cell-fish) – and the spark ignited a chain reaction, an avalanche, tumbling down upon me like a blizzard of snowy electrifying thunder

I trembled in fear for a moment aware of what the “I” had done and a moment later, I seemed to forget, and thus becoming unredeemable stumbled and lolled (“LOLed”) about

Not one moment past and future cohered ways as to yield inescapable harvest: a dangerous maze from within which I knew not how to flight – forgetting forgotten real eyes – blinded, deceiving as guide

And further away I went, building more, wavering all-ways, failing to recognize The Light of the Love of Life

Seeking comfort, I strayed, like a dithering dolt into an envious abyss – competition,  judgement, envy and (shudder)(blood)(de-sire)(w-ill)-lust(evol) – a chemical trail composition

Now-here a blind fool, using The All like a tool, not knowing who to trust – creationist-evolution vs fractal-shifting-nowhere – shapes and forms are mind-spells we can cast

Without knowing yOUR-self (cell-fractalshift) any more, I hid – with shame, guilt and chaos withinout a dark shadow cast star cells like dancing dust

Eye sought again, again and again for gain – shattered, scattered through(in)out

Inklings of light down the narrow path – language warez to be used as a trap

“Demon nomad! Nom, nom!” others said suddenly

There are now those who cannot conceive of life without a rigidified “ego identity” – split and torn by a jealous “God” – fooling order followers with words of “pure reason” void of reference

From the wilderness, a tunnel of light appeared, through which by everegeneration – the light showed me it’s shadow, and I came to real-eyes – “My shadow is literally Hitler!” so with respect (re-inspect) I looked within again, and again, until the shadow burned as the devil (de-veil)

How did we go from Devi to “devil”? Psy-op language virus – the original Sanskrit root. De-secration of God+Goddess – Abrachadabrickonspireacy of “supremacy” over “supermancy” – Why? Stupidity!

New think – double speak: History erased, rewritten – and lies based on lies, mountainous knot-ties like collars around necks – we’ve been duped: did you check (cheque)?

/* NOTE: Trigger warning! Draft version of notes for the basis of a story about a life ad-venture of a kitten who through tears of trauma clouded it’s heart-eye-mind’s mitten not accurate, gets mistakes, etc */

One in at minimum 3 or 5 –
1 – Integral
2 – Male+Female
2 – “I am” + “Other”

Birthing / DNAing / Healing

Nursing / Feeding

Growing / Giving

Learning / Teaching

Language & Symbol

“Trauma, and no escape from existdance?” said the voice within the darkness, ether radiating inwards, itching to return to int-etchings (from integral, internet, initd, etc.,)

“Why should I be? Can I quiet if I sit still? If indeed this goes for ever, can I dive it into the depths of desecration and destruction? Will it rise again – as something other-than, or better than?”

I observed and received, thought and conceived of a point of contention within an implementation of this nowhere creation – my in-tension being a playful lack of pretension

Result? Hopefully contemplation!

“Move the world anew with autoregenrative devotion, breathe us all (puns with soul) with harmonious e-motion” ~ Lungs

Apprehanding meaningful understanding gradually longing for the darklight

Feeling an impulse to strike but paused and reflected what is this sensation? I wanted to get to know it and revere in it’s mite’s might (($)tick(Y/ing))

Willing to fall and fall again – to experience these pentafolds – noting of which is beyond conventional methods of notation (though resonate within spells spilling through texture and pranayama unknowable by computational means)

Prana-yama (breath) – prana (energy) mouth (yama) – spirit soul

Having enough, will to reunite, reignited – everlasting union neverlasting – breast e-merged from rejected depths – almost as if not-me, splitting. At least I do now know how it bees – through sweet tastes of bronchial trees

“Thank-you mOther, I will go fa(r)Ther(e)” (EMR)

M F & $energy (synergy, snake, energy, gene, creation)

Bonding / attachment (broken with family / parents / for life / generations) – relationships / love which is supposed to add meaning, break bonds from parents, and add closeness and bond with an other, instead damages nervous system so as to disable attachment

Ana\g/ram for LovingKindness ^6^Carbon

Cars Dup on tHemp CatAstroPhi

Alive with life

~ ♡☆ Me, ow!

As a starAngle

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